Too Much to Hold on to

I am returning to the origin where my mistakes were present. I collected them, looked at them, and left them about where they were. I couldn't correct them, because they were what made my life a unique one. I spent time to travel back in time just because I could and I wanted to.

I looked at myself and the future await. I couldn't see pass the mysterious dark cloud that mesmerized my mind. I was confused. Everything didn't seem to align yet in harmony. At that moment, I feared the change, and feared the unknown. I chose to go back yet again to the past because it was the safest decision that I could make. Because of that, I have missed many opportunity to hold on to a new begining.

The weight of the past has slowed me down. The future doesn't wait. I dance in between in a circular motion, and hope to get out of this repetition.